the letter just literally killed me as well. There is only one person who took my soul away.
I feel like crying whenever I think of 4th and Ruoxi. I’m completely broken and I haven't bawled like this in a while. Especially Yinzhen's devastating crying scenes. I'm pretty late but I didn't want to watch the leaked version.). It just literally ripped my heart into pieces when I was watching it for the first time yesterday (yea. when he sees all the stuff he gave to her and when he realizes how precious it were to her. I keep thinking about BBJX and my heart is just aching. I would be perfectly fine if they ended it like that.) If they erased that little detail, the ending would have been absolutely perfect to me (although within my heart, I still prefer the original version: not coming back to the modern times- the tragic ending was flawless to me. So I didn’t like that thought and now it’s stuck.
He might be thinking that she is an alien. I just don't like the fact that he knows that she is from the future. And that sort of reduces her uniqueness, because she is SUPPOSE to be different.Īnd deeply within. but simply because she is from the future. But now it kind of ruined that thought, since 13 indicated that RuoXi was different not because she is Maertai RuoXi. RuoXi was special because she was different and independent unlike the other girls, yet they were “the same” people. It somehow indicated that RX’s uniqueness is because she is a future person, not because of the way she is born. If we placed RX/ZX in the modern era, she wouldn’t be much different from the girls here and it was emphasized many times that RX had an “abnormal” character (and 13th’s explanation towards 4th is that RX isn’t from “this timezone”, but in fact, from another timezone: the future). She was “ping ming 13 mei”, because she had the guts. I really didn’t like that.! 4th liked RX because she was different from the other girls in that era. than it would be the fact that 4th “knew” that Ruoxi is from the future. If there is one thing I absolutely disliked.